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Thursday, February 26, 2009

Argh y cant i see my own tagboard. zzz.

Feeling so pekchek now. Cant wait for tmr to be over.

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Okay decided to blog again. Been so busy nowadays.

So on wednesday had cca band physical training. Feeling so sore and aching all over now, ran 2.4 on tuesday for pe plus loads of other physical stuffs, then wednesday band physical training, then today pe again. zzz.

Anyway after band practice on wednesday, we saw a very big and beautiful rainbow! Pictures!

Quite alot of pictures i know, i spammed coz its just so so nice! Took a few pictures with the rainbow but the pictures are not with me. lol. The 3rd and 2nd last pictures cant really see the rainbow coz its behind the trees and the last picture is just a random shot of the sky. The rainbow really made my day less stressing and tiring.

Tmr's another stressing day, 2 physics practical to be handed up tmr morning plus chem test. Urgh... Nvm shall not talk about it.

Anyway i changed my blog song to If you're not the one by daniel beddingfield. Comment if its nice! (:

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Monday, February 23, 2009

Can't wait for this week to be over, then at least i'll be able to relax abit. I dread tutorials man. Haish. Rv life is so boring. Still thought that jc life would be more colorful.. But too bad i'm stuck here in rv without a choice of where to go. Suddenly thinking about when they told us that we have a choice to apply for other jcs but they never told us how we can go about doing it. Oh wells.. only choice now is to endure for 2 years.

I want holidays!! But in rv, its considered a study break for us to catch up and prepare for our exams. How sad is that man. Haish, i'm complaining alot alot here. So occupied with unpleasant stuffs like school. Also, school ends so late everyday, i think that we must be no-lifers in order to be able to complete tutorials and assignments punctually plus still having the time to revise for tests. Some people might call it good time management, but i feel that by having the time to do all that, there's pretty much nothing else you can do which is not related to school and studies. Can't stand those no-lifers out there who spend their whole day everyday mugging and mugging and talking about studies and nothing else. Seriously, we should get a life and be able to do some stuffs not related to school. Or else, we might as well spend 24 hours in school.

Can't help keeping up my complains. Today's GP lesson reminded me of how i felt last time when rv turned ip. I was telling my friends, i forgot who, that rv might as well extend all the way down to nursery or kindergarten and all the way up to polytechnics, ite and university. How cool (or freaking no-life) would that be man, imagine rv kindergarten, rv polytechnic. Might as well go on and open offices and factories so that we can work in rv when we turn adults. Like change the name from rvip to rvforlife. LOL. Freaking retarded -.- although i'm only going to be stuck here for 6 years, but the 2 more years remaining seems freaking long.

Shall stop here, or else i'll keep ranting on and on.

people change

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Sunday, February 22, 2009

Decided to blog again. Emerge was great! (:

So on saturday, didn't mug at all although i intended to. Went Jp with huipeng and rachel instead. Just wanted to get out of the house. lol. So ate dinner at hongkong cafe then we walked around. I bought a pair of new everlast shoes! lol. Reached home at 11pm, same time as my mum. LOL.

Today's service was great. The interview really made me think and realise about wad marriage is about, although it might not apply to me now. hahas. CIC after service was alright, i felt it was abit draggy though. Anyway, i might be joining the tv ministry, sounds like fun. haha.

Another long and draggy week ahead. Prays that the week will go smoothly for me and i'll be able to cope. Shall think how to make the best out of friday and not be so rush. Can't wait for holidays~~

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Monday, February 16, 2009

Tried inviting my mum to church yesterday. And she kind of agreed! i guess. Coz she say she'll tell me when she's free. lol. But anw i'm still happy. (: my mum is quite understanding eh since i kind of expected her to be quite negative about church again but she seems quite fine wif it now. Hahas. Praying specifically and fervently sure works. Was asking for my family's understanding and for them to be saved half the time for the Pms. Guess its the first big step towards that.

Managed to survive another day at school. Well, its quite funny being in one of the better classes where teachers have good impression on us and treats us very well since i was in one of the academically not so good class last year and the treatment was quite different. Although at this point of time, i still have to say i love 4H more, with its fun loving people, although we're not exactly tt serious into studies which is probably y the teachers keep telling us to study. haha. But now my current class, the majority of the ppl are very serious towards their studies, which is a good thing although it makes me more stressed to keep up wif the pace.

But the treatment from the teachers is really very different! haha. The teachers now walk into our class and assumes that we already know most of the stuffs, so they teach really less. Kind of enjoy ms tan's physics lessons although i heard from other classes that she's fierce but she's like rarely fierce to my class. Eg today, she came in and only went through like ONE physics tutorial question although we have a physics test coming up on wednesday and its her last lesson with us before the test. LOL. Instead she told us some funny stories and she also told us directly that she expect all of us to do okay for the test ourselves. Hahas. Which is good of coz, shall study harder so us not to disappoint and so that she can continue her lessons with us light heartedly.

Can't emphasize the difference in treatment more, since last year before tests, our teachers will be very worried about how we'll do and there'll be make up lessons after school and such stuffs to prepare us for the test. Makes me think whether the better treatment which i think my class receives now is wad the other better classes received too last year.

Oh and i cut my hair of my own accord. LOL, first time seh. Normally i cut my hair only when i get caught by teachers or principals or when my mum complains. But now the weather is so hot i willingly went to cut my hair.

Speaking about hot weathers, the air quality now is quite bad which can be seen from the fogginess although the PSI reading is still normal. Hmmm, my guess is that the bad air quality might be due to the Australian bushfires. Anna take care in Melbourne arh, dun breath too much. LOL.

And today is Aileen's birthday, happy birthday Aileen!

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Sunday, February 15, 2009

Well guess my research is accurate then. Will hear about the last two needs of women and man next week, financial support, family committment and dosmestic support, admiration respectively.

Feeling better today. Although i'm feeling the stress coming from school. I cant wait for holidays so tt i can take a proper break, hopefully getting out of singapore to some exotic place so tt i could catch my breath.

Hmmm i dunno wad to write about here. Feeling so empty inside. Gonna change my blog song soon.

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Saturday, February 14, 2009

I'm weak.

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My 100th post here.

So today's valentine's day. Happy valentine's day everyone, although i'm not affected by it. Feeling quite bored in fact. So wednesday went to eat hotpot culture at marina square, ate till damn full. Gonna miss anna when she flies off. Hope there really will be a trip to melbourne wif the section seniors to visit anna during the june holidays.

A stressing week at school for me, although the school days are over but i'm already feeling the stress of next week school days. Haish. 5 tests coming up, all wif so much weightage. Guess this is like the first time i feel that i have so little time and so unprepared for the upcoming tests. Haish. And i dunno who to turn to ask for help. ):

On a lighter note, cg managed to lift my mood abit today. Happy birthday to jiajun! may god bless u in everything tt u do. Oh and happy birthday to simon too! although we're in different classes le but hope we'll still keep constantly in touch. (:

Life is so full of uncertainties. I have no idea y my heart feels so down and heavy. Why am i not in the mood to do anything. haish. Hope it'll all get better in time and tt my mood will have a 180 degrees change by tmr. Can't bring myself to smile much today. Argh. This paragraph is so crap, no idea wad i'm typing. Shall just end this post here.

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Monday, February 09, 2009

The moon is so bright and round tonight.

Saturday's cg was great. Shall rmb the meaning behind the story of Martha and Mary. Sunday's service was interesting although the message dun really apply to students, but still its interesting and funny at times. lol. Anyway i already found out the top 5 needs of men and women although i'm not sure whether it is the same as Pastor Kong's. lol.

5 top basic needs of a man
Sexual Fulfillment
Recreational Companionship
Attractive Spouse
Domestic Support (Know how to run the house)
Admiration

5 top basic needs of a woman
Affection
Conversation (understand feeling, not thinking)
Honesty
Financial Support
Family Committment

Hahas high chance i'll be correct. (: Went to tutor yifei in her physics after fellowship. Hope she'll do well.

So today after school went for pm with yifei. Shan't say wad i prayed for here. Hope they'll all be answered. Its tt important to me.

Anna's leaving singapore for her studies in melbourne soon. Farewell dinner on wednesday. Haish. The most funny senior i have. Still rmb tt we use to talk alot of lame stuffs during band combines and draw on the scores. Haha.

My 99th post here.

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Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Survived another day of school. Survive makes it sounds like its a torture for me to go to school, but it really is. Tt dreaded place.. cant believe i'm stuck in the education system for almost 14 years already. Wonder how ppl can enjoy school when there are better alternatives like leisure activities tt we can do if school doesnt exist. Dun think i'll ever reach tt incredulously high level of optimism to bring myself to like school. ONLY comfort about school is tt there are lots of friends though.

Lessons ended at 4 today, surprised myself by managing to keep awake throughout since i had a tiring pe lesson on the first period where we ran out of the school to hort park and did push ups and crunches there. haish. Another dreaded day tmr.

Oh and i'm sad tt the same bunch nz friends we made went we went over to nz wun be coming back this March, instead another whole new grp will come over since i heard tt their teacher wants to give other students a chance to come over so it means i'll be hosting a whole new group of ppl. Sian, i kind of miss the nz friends there lor.

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Monday, February 02, 2009

Managed to survive the day. lol.

Reached school on time. New classmate jiamin joined the class! 23 people now. yay the more the merrier. lol. Spilled curry all over myself today and had to go to the office to borrow a set of attire. They dun have the senior's long pants and shirt so i ended up wearing the borrowed pe shirt and the retarded shorts for the rest of the day. sian.

I'm so bored now. Cant wait for weekends to come again. zzz. And i changed the blog song.

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Sunday, February 01, 2009

Finally decided to update due to a few requests though i think my posts are generally boring. Lazy to log into blogger to update since i can't think of anything much to update. lols.

Yesterday went mr tan's house to bai4 nian2. Lagged there and played rock band set. hahas. I'm addicted to rock band set. After that went hp's house to bai4 nian2. Played card games and ate dinner there. After that went out wif sh, yw, gim and wh. Sh drove us to play pool while we await wh's birthday. lol. Lagged at macs and played card games there before sh drove all of us home. Reached home at 3am. Collapsed on the bed after bathing. lol.

Today's service was awesome. 2nd part of the talk about chinese and about how we have to move on with the culture and be a 21st century citizen and not lag behind. lol. No bs after that coz the book was sold out.

Alright i'm done wif my post, nth much written. lol. Anw today's wh's and hilary's birthday so..

Happy 18th birthday wenhui! & Happy 15th birthday hilary!

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JIEREN
09 April 1992
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